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[ridiculousbeast]

doesnt sound nice imo. definately difference between in love (infatuated) and loving someone. but you seem to just be a little cold and closed off toward your girl. ask yourself if you're just settling or actually want this? also i bet she wants more too, doesn't sound that great for either one. if you could have any woman in the world, would you stay? im not talking about looks only, i mean the full package. you should feel envigoarated, inspired and proud arounnd your girl. not cold and complacent. i'd say end this, and go out and become the type of man that will get the type of girl that will inspire you, year after year.